It's amazing that I can hammer the idea of "GO HARD" and "BE A MACHINE AND JUST GOOO" and "ROW YOURSELF F-ING BLIND" all day long, and yet I find myself forgetting or refusing to take myself to that level. Tonight at CFB, Karl and I decided to do the main site WOD, and the CFB WOD, back to back!
5 Rounds for time:
3 snatches (women's RX, #65)
15 OHS
400 m run
time: 16:14??? I was angry with myself and spaced out my finish time...
followed by:
4 Rounds for time:
400 m run
25 squats
25 KB swings (20kg)
time: 13:12
I feel completely torched, and satisfied with the work I put in tonight. However, I'm totally unsatisfied with how I rolled over mentally during the first round of the first WOD. I'm pumped because the more opportunities that I'm faced with having to face my demons, the more prepared I will be. I want to turn around next summer, and confidently say, "I gave everything that I could leading up to this point." Regardless of outcomes, I know that I will be pleased. I've had too many experiences as an athlete where I've walked away with regret and to this day, dream of how things should have/could have been different. The opportunity that I've found in CrossFit is so freaking awesome. I'm going to throw everything I've got into being competitive, and tonight was an eye opener that I have to start pushing harder. It's a great place to start and build from.
After feeling like a sack of potatoes running 400's tonight, I'm going to make Tuesday and Thursday running days. Tomorrow will be moderate 3-4 miles. When I'm running consistently, I see my overall performance improve big time. I already feel that I've lost some of the "gas tank" that I built all last summer, and want to get it back!! Whew. Time for bed!